It’s the question everyone
is asking! Okay, I’m flattering myself a bit, but I have heard it a lot over
the past month or so. “Where in the world have you been?” And it’s hard for me
to say, because there’s the easy answer – “We’ve been busy this summer and out
of town some.”
But then there’s the real
truth – July was the most
challenging month of my parenting life.
I shared a little bit with you in my
post about mommy guilt. I told you how we
found out Miller wasn’t gaining weight well while I was nursing, so I started
nursing him more frequently, which actually made him throw-up 11 times over a 5
day period. Then I told you in his
5 month update that I made the decision to switch him to
formula. A tough decision, but one that has slowly pulled me out of the funk I
was in, towards a better attitude about my new mom-of-2 job.
When people asked about Miller, I’ve felt compelled to tell
them that so far, he has been harder than Jack was… He has reflux, colic, and dairy
sensitivities. He cries a lot. He’s either happy or he’s not. Why did I feel
like my acquaintances needed to know this? Wasn’t “Yes, he’s a very sweet baby”
enough to answer the question?
Since Miller has been on formula, he is happier. I am
happier. The whole family is happier. I don’t feel the need to explain Miller’s
life story to people anymore, because that’s who he was, not who he is today. And I feel like I’m different too. We are
learning about each other, and I wouldn’t trade this sweet, 6 month old,
cuddly, raspberry blowing, squeals-while-he’s-laughing baby boy for
anything.
So, I may not try to catch up on what I haven’t written
about this summer, but I am going to try to post a couple times a week going
forward. Here’s what you can expect from me coming up soon:
Project Life –
documenting the everyday moments
Getting Up Earlier
– morning time alone, #SheReadsTruth, #HelloMornings
Tot School –
intentional teaching through playtime
Life SKiLs – a
myriad of topics by some of my favorite people
Links I Love –
letting you know some of my favorite go-to blogs
What are some things you'd like to read about?
Have you missed me? (Thanks for raising your hand, Mom! :) )